我需要一个答案。

好久好久好久好久好久好久没有更新部落格了！:D 先说说pmr，除了语文科其他的都应该可以拿A吧! :/ 心情因为你而有少少被破坏，尤其考pmr时，差点就搞砸了！D: 你一时对我好一时又好像不认识，实在捉不清你的心意。到底我们是普通朋友还是有那少少比好朋友还要更加好的那种关系？实在是烦。常常称兄道弟的，可是其实我在你心目中的分量重吗？常常这样问自己。没有了我，你的生活会不一样嘛？可是从来就没有答案，也许是一厢情愿。从头到尾都是，一直觉得自己不会被你影响，可是到最后还不是傻傻想多多，又想引起你的注意。傻。因为我始终是你的朋友、普通朋友。你的眼神让我不经意会感到不自然，像是不简单的交流，还是你对每个人都是那样？不奢望太多，我只想你有把我放在心上。懂得关心我，不要时而热时而冷。喜欢你了？也许是也许不是、根本不了解自己的心。做那么多想那么多，还不是找不到一个自己想要的答案。我需要一个答案。可是知道答案又能怎样？也不是弄到自己不上不下，忐忑不安。笨。

Stay strong :')

好久好久都没有更近部落格了。接近考试了，尽量给自己多一点压力，压力是我的推动力。发生太多事了，只想不顾一切的专心读书。是的，我们的感情已经变了，无法再回到从前，即使多努力都好。身上的包袱被久了，就会累，况且我们从来没有把问题摊开来讲。不同班？也许也是个理由吧。缺乏沟通，被动，没有话题一早都存在了，只是从来不插手去解决。忘掉以前一切重新来过？对不起，我办不到，我们有太多回忆了。可是现在，应该是不知曾经何时没有了你我也可以过得很好，不只是你我可以把秘密告诉你，多你一个不多，少你一个不少。抱歉，原谅我的自私。我真的是完完全全把友谊看得好轻好轻。不停的赶project，忙着考试，pmr,这些都够我烦的了。喜欢听伤感的歌，因为可以把我的情绪弄得好沉好沉。错的人 # 猜不透 # 纯文艺恋爱 # 我的歌声里 # 想你的夜 # 洋葱 # 我爱他 # 爱你 #

Rachel, dont think too much everything will over. Exam is the most important. Dont worry about that.Just enjoy#live#laugh#play. Be yourself. =)

Time Square with Family (\^o^/)

哈哈哈...好久好久没有出街了。昨天，终于去了ts xDD买了好多好多的衣服@新年衣，看到了好多好多人，逛了好久好久，开心了好久好久。teppanyaki #newshirts #shorts #shoes #starbuck #timesquare #parkingfeesRM11 @@ #byebye

Ipoh,Bercham,Perak now :D

Hahaha...i am at Ipoh now.. Yo! quite happy  nia..:) afterward go dinner with my relatives at ipoh,bercham,perak xD very high right now just wanna go play , play, and play yeahooo :)
But one thing is..my handphone's credit almost finish...goshhhhh" from RM 200++ untill RM 1.00 oooohhhhhhh nooooo!
I hate her .... Always ask us to write journal hate it !! Whole class also ignore her why does she still teaches us ? Why?! Yes!! Finally she is nt my class teacher anymore ...FINALLY.. xD
Dunno why u still irritating me ? We did so many things to make them happy but u did nothing but can make them listed u as best best best friend ? Sometimes really really felt irritating or hate u ... U very very very very very jia ...I don't understand why they so still trust u ? fine, be myself and don't care everything ...just fight for PMR yoooohooohooo :)
Tomorrow gonna go school isssshhhhh... Needs wake up so early and tonite can arrive home by 1.30am ++ tomorrow will be a very tiring day :((  I don't want to sleep in the class I don't want to be a bad student T.T Gambateh , Rachel :)))
EMo, the happy killer , go away from me !! Shohh Shohh Shohh !! Smiles :D

Hey Hey Hey classmates ♥

darling zhi yih ♥

 jean :)

 cutiee vivian :D

 leng zaiii ming jun :p

 kai en x)

 yinyin hee xP

 gam yu lou destim :p

 carman :3

 victor sim sei guitar zaii xP

eric ,the person everyday fight with jean -.-

 sam pat po vicky lau xD

 babi monior ping fun :L

nah pet zaii zhi hao :)

(no photo -.-) danny ckk

this is the second time i upgrade my blog SERIOUSLY. let me introduce to u all , these are all my classmates . They are my classmates they are funny they are strong they always teamwork they always laugh they wont emo..:) new classmates as well as old classmates too ! pmr will fight together with all these babi :3 although we are not the same gang in the class but love them so much. Especially darling ZHI YIH , dun emo anymore arghh i will angry u darhhh xD btw, I will make another one is for all my bestieee sista and brotha x) wait for it :)

Pasar malam with five ngonggai x)

yesterdaeee have a happy moment with ming jun and daniel lim two leng zaii , jun chung that joker , jean yow qiqi sha gua and zhi yih hang out at pasar malam xD happy :D little star play blocks warr all babi lai geh xD and walk walk walk no see those things that sold at pasar malam .. ngonggai :) chou tou fu very smells BAD and one ngonggai wanna eat it . IF somebody bought it for HIM x)
# superman #badman #pearltea #littlestarcafe # choutoufu #soyabean #fries #blocks #rachel'shouse #pasarmalam # and byebye x)

Something wrong between us, Sad day :(

我一点都没有不爽你、

我只觉得你情愿对他主动都不愿意主动

你可以做到的，而你不停的在找借口、

不打算对我主动。

也许你真的做不到，

可是主动跟我说一句话，

开口跟我借东西，

都不能？

很失望很失望很失望。

你一次心事都没告诉我，

你有曾经男朋友我也是最后一个知道

你连一个话题都找不到来打破我们之间的沉默、

打算每次都靠我？

没有用的，这样的友谊不会长久、

你对我还是很执着，放不开、

我不明白为什么，

我一次又一次对你心软，

最后的结局最终是..闹翻？

why? i dont understand what do i did wrong ..

if i knw the ending is like that , i wont started this friendship 

I SWEAR I WONT .. ._.